Re-igniting an old flame

What on heavens is this ? 
Why revisit the pain ?
Was it all a perceived bliss ?
Sheer gambling for loss or gain ? 

I am done. walking down the memory lane
Endlessly recollecting the times, we never spent.
Glad, the wheels of time rotate,
Helical structures refine, as we propagate.

Wizened by my counsel in solitude,
weighing the choices in fortitude.
Brimming  the future in my eye,
I gracefully say, 'goodbye'

Here, I stand , in the light that surrounds me,
Showers of wisdom, from thy bounty.
Echoing a prayer from the core of my soul
I bask in my world and behold!