Best life is what I wanted to live since a long time. Physical and material makeovers are easy. How about a spiritual makeover? How about a system that will teach me how to nurture from the very source of energy ? Focusing on the symptoms are easy. We are all champions in over-worrying. Stopping the continuous chatter in mind is easy when we meditate. Why not get into a life style where this chatter is cleared for ever. Every cluttered energy and blocked circuits are flushed open.
Here's my Reiki Diary from attunement to 21 days of cleansing :
29-11-11 : Initiation - I feel a vibration at the center of my palm. The process felt extremely liberating. Saw my deity and a diamond so bright that it hurt me in my eyes. Each time Ma'm asks me to pull my hands apart , its impossible as it feels tied by an unseen force and locked.
30-11-11 : Cleansing. Mam taught us cleansing for 72 mins and our body felt super charged. We suddenly become super active. Read about the detox during the 21 days. Most important message, "Any issue , concern, habit or behavior which was controlled or kept under the wraps will burst in spurts. This needs to be acknowledged and waited upon with patience till it subside. When the moral from each flux would come out, it would be resolved forever." This is an internship to learn and understand the alchemy and its rhythm . Everything , be it mood, or life situation will endlessly swing to and fro. The wisdom find the alignment to strike the stability is what we would learn.
1-12-11 : Gave Reiki to my Reiki Box and wrote the first few wishes in it. A sudden attack of diarrhea , yet I don't feel sick. I was fine the next morning without any medication
2-12-2011: Pangs of hunger. I am so hungry that I cant stop eating
3-12-2011: My laptop suddenly stopped working. A black screen with no way out to resolve it. My work was getting hampered, so I gave reiki to my laptop. I switched it on after the process was over, it worked as if nothing was wrong !
4-12-2011: Extremely emotional flux. In one moment I am trigger happy , the other moment terribly sad. Issues that I buried in time, come back to trouble me as if nothing was ever resolved. I acknowledge, the choices I made. I understand I choose the best in my blue print . My angels helped to choose and guided me further. God blessed me even when I was not praying. The result is a consequence that taught me all I need to learn. I am grateful it happened. I paid the price and accept the wisdom. My sister gifted me a Deck of True Love Tarot. A set of arty cards with a divine message, just what I needed. I get a backache, from a very old injury . I offered Reiki energy to heal me of that pain. I thank the Universe for choosing me to be the medium and my back to receive the energy.
5-12-2011: Financial issues shows up to be resolved. I am still eating uncontrollably. Sleep is another area which have suddenly shot up.
8-12-2011: My food chart seems to have gone for a toss. Called for help, and requested Ma'm for a solution. She sent me distant Reiki and it starts falling back to the mould. Practised Chakra meditation by Doreen Virtue.
9-12-2011: My dreams keep getting clearer with accurate messages from the other world. I feel stronger as I surrender my fears and worries to God and fill the newly created vaccant space with divine light. I choose divinity in everything :)
13-12-2011: Offered my first Reiki healing session. A truly divine experience. Saw Sai Baba and Gudri Baba in red outfit with Rudraksh. My hands were red hot and my body was clearly vibrating. The energy that choose to pass through me was enormous. At the end of the session, when I was leaving for home, found a white feather , Thankyou Angels !
14-12-2011: I endure Martha Beck's thoughts to stop questing my sanity and choose to see the reality in the situation. Remain guided by relevance and facts.
15-12-2011: I decide to surrender all my illusions to god and choose divinity instead. Whatever that doesn't work for me, I set it free and remain grateful that I was chosen for it. I feel happy
16-12-2011: I took my second Reiki healing session today. It felt very peaceful and happy. Aashee smiled repeatedly at me and made my day. I heard Mritunjay mantra during the session.
17-12-2011: Found a Rs.100 note while returning home. Miraculously , I could rightly read the alpha numeric code on the note even in complete darkness. True to Mr. J.P.Mirpuri's word, "darkness would vanish, the moment you connect yourself to your consciousness and set the inner light on". I wore my Aventurine buddy today :)
18-12-2011: What is it that Universe know, yet I don't. Rather, what is that message which universe would unfold onto me, right when it is destined ? Indifference was the learning of the day. It doesn't mean no control or a non-caring attitude. It only means no reaction and even response till, it becomes unavoidable.
19-12-2011: It feels I have returned home to find, what I have been searching around. Suddenly, finding me seems to make every circle complete. I am the one , I have been looking for. Living every moment means a lot more meaningful now. Being with me and enjoying my own company . Every moment which I lived and had fun, such as my first trip to Goa, which I took on my own, seems lot more wonderful now. Thankyou God for the bliss of solitude.20-12-2011: I follow my arc with happiness and joy. I love everything god brings to me. I believe in destiny and trust each time I am rightly on my track, my joy would be doubled as divine acknowledgement. I choose to laugh and be happy about everything. I romance me, through every moment and bask in joy.
21-12-2012: I doubt nothing and continue to surrender every hint of it. I choose to listen to my vibes and follow the guidance. I remain eternally thankful.
